Hope

Hope

That's the first word that I could think of the moment I see your smile
That one minute smile
Why, a lovely, loveable person I see
That free me from the twisted thoughts
Released me from the unsolvable knots
For once, you made me refuse my isolated spots
Oh, how could I not

I see sparks shimmering around me
and the lights that shined pointed at your hand that reached towards me
I could feel the colours of my face were revived
The breeze that blows the air into my soul from looking at your eyes
Kept me waiting every single night for the sun to rise
To see that eyes
I was happy

Or so I thought

Alas, as I started to grow fond of the idea of us
as I was just about to lay back comfortably
I suddenly lost sight of you
my feet are glued to the floor
and all of my sadness is coming, slamming at the door
and all my bright days turned blue whilst I'm looking for you
Even the skies that used to be watching
feel so far to reach to
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do


Hope

Hoping that this is just another nightmare passing through
waiting for me to wake up and be comforted by you
waiting for you to whisper to me "this isn't true"
and once again it would be just me and you
I hold on to the last piece of hope
to prevent me from falling
along with the dreams that crumbled
for still here I be
waiting for this longest dream to reach its end
so won't I once again be stumbled - Essni.T